I just wanted to write a jornal about why I cosplay and other stuff about me.

When it comes to cosplay, most people would think of it as a "strange, funny or a special" hobby. And mabye they think that its probably something that will "wear" off. I even heard from my older sister (who I respect and love sooo much) that she was hoping cosplay just were a periode in my life. And lots of people have said the same thing to me. And I understand why they say it! But still it kind of hurts sometimes.. especially when it comes from someone you love. Since it feels like they dont accept you.

I started cosplaying ca one year ago. My friend showed me *twinfools and *VandorWolf on youtube, and I wanted to try it out since it looked like they had a lot of fun. And when I first cosplayed was on Banzaicon 2011. I felt amazing! just from putting on a wig and a suit.

And then I met a lot of amazing people, and some of them became my best friends! ^^ And I am sooooooooo happy right now!


For me cosplay is a "freedom" and a "escape" from the boring daily life. its a chance to be the "real" me
I am the kind of girl who in school dont talk much, and to others im a shy and quit girl. But that is not really who I am!

I am a girl who may have a hard time (really really hard time) when it comes to telling people how I feel and what I think. And that is because I am not used to it, since in my family (my mother, brother and grandad are the ones who I see as closest) I dont have to say much so that they will understand how I feel and what I think. But its not always that my friends understands that I care about them and what they mean to me. But I am trying to improve myself when it comes to that!

I love flowers, hearts, stars, animals, the color pink.. rainbows and I like to make cakes and other things for the people I love <3 ^^ And most of all I LOVE my friends and my family!!!

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